furthering failure

so im in rexburg for my fourth semester at BYU-Idaho. it was all fun and games but now my best friend has decided to trade up. She is moving to Logan to attend Utah State this next semester. i have failed to trick her into staying in rexburg. Honestly i hope that she loves it but not too much, mainly because secretly i want her to think about our boring times in rexburg and miss them. thus one more reason why im failing at life, selfishness.
on the UP side, my sisters are not slowly deteriorating their lives away, they are only improving mine. My oldest sister(you know who you are) just had the first baby boy. I think there has only been one boy in the family because we can't handle all the perfection. Then there is the next sister in line, she just had her second daughter. As incredible as it might sound, she is actually a super cute new born. ya im not lying.
so a big thanks to my older sisters for the example. although, having children, ill pass for.....well forever.