furthering failure

so im in rexburg for my fourth semester at BYU-Idaho. it was all fun and games but now my best friend has decided to trade up. She is moving to Logan to attend Utah State this next semester. i have failed to trick her into staying in rexburg. Honestly i hope that she loves it but not too much, mainly because secretly i want her to think about our boring times in rexburg and miss them. thus one more reason why im failing at life, selfishness.
on the UP side, my sisters are not slowly deteriorating their lives away, they are only improving mine. My oldest sister(you know who you are) just had the first baby boy. I think there has only been one boy in the family because we can't handle all the perfection. Then there is the next sister in line, she just had her second daughter. As incredible as it might sound, she is actually a super cute new born. ya im not lying.
so a big thanks to my older sisters for the example. although, having children, ill pass for.....well forever.

im at work right this second, ya this proves that im going no where in life because im at my job and im writing on my blog instead. but BYU-Idaho is exactly the way everyone says it is. If you go on a date with a guy in your ward then you MUST be getting married in the next 3 months, i think that its writtin somewhere so that means that i will be getting kicked out shortly because there is no way that i would marry any one from my ward, less likely the guy that i actually went on a date with. since amy b is basically the only person that would ever read this, ill tell ya the whole story later!

ok this is my first ever blog, a big thanks to my sister amy, she was the one who got this started. I named my blog "failing at real life" because i am not very good at living real life.i have been out of the house aka out of high school for a whole year and am more immature than most juniors in high school. i don't want to grow up and im sticking to it.